Proving God

The other day i sat at work playing with some of the toys there. (i know, it's pretty cool that i get paid to play) These specific group of toys are these cylinder shaped toys made of plastic. They have a magnet on each end. Using the magnet you can connect each cylinder and a couple of balls as well. I sat there playing with the end of the cylinders connecting the magnets. i began to wonder how i knew those magnets are what was causing the cylinders to pull together. Could i really see the magnetic field? i can't see it with my naked eye but i know i could see it using some cool scientific tool. But what if we see the magnetic field and assume that is the cause of the pull but we are all wrong. What if it is something that we havine't been able to see yet is causing the pull between the magnets. Maybe we haven't created the right tool to be able to see this unknown force. If we can't see this force can we really prove this exists or does not exist?

i began talking to my co-worker sitting next to me about my wierd magnetic theory. She of course looked at me like i was crazy and knew that i was obviously to an extrmeme amount of boredom and slightly delusional. then i asked her...."why can't we believe in God but we can believe in magnetic fields? We can't really SEE either one."
she replied with "Well, there is so much about God that people can't prove....so much unknown stuff. You can prove the pull of magnets."
I went home thinking about this. But you know what. i can prove God. I can give you something scientific to study if you would like Him scientifically proven......just check out the miracle of life....conception, birth, and death. Check out the mystery's of the planet Earth. How does this planet exist and how do all the organisms work in such perfect harmony together? Check out the universe and the mysteries of it. There are all kinds of things that can prove God or a higher being. However.......You probably aren't ever going to put a leaf under a microscope and look into the eyepiece and see JESUS. it all takes faith. not even a lot of faith. just a little....maybe as much as a mustard seed.
I've been reading a new book recently and it presented an interesting question to the reader. If we could fully understand God and the way this higher being...is would we still worship God? i argue that we wouldn't. I don't think the human race will ever worship something that has zero mystery.

What I love about God

Often times I find myself going through the motions of life. Sometimes acknowledging God....sometimes not. I mean some mornings i wake up and get right in the Word with my coffee and have a great time in prayer....other mornings i get in the Word and i don't know what to say in prayer.....most often the alarm clock is my enemy and i rush through a short passage and a quick "Thanks God for everything and may your will be done today, Amen" kinda prayer then run out the door. But despite my shortcomings my sweet God is always there, available and on time waiting to spend time with me. Who am I that i deserve such a sweet savior? I don't know anybody who ALWAYS wants to spend time with me and wants me to spend time with them. Even when i don't make Him a priority...I am still His priority. How amazing is that?

No matter how far i stray or how much i allow my heart to harden i always find my very best-friend waiting for me. When i come back and say "i'm sorry i let this world come before you" he says "it's ok...come sit with me...i've really missed our time together." Jesus is my relentless savior. He has never given me up without a fight. He sends angels to war on my behalf and he sends provisions to strengthen me daily. My God is full of lovingkindness and that's what i love about Him the most.
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So this my crazy friend Leanne. she's pretty awesome. she came to town and we pretty much rocked denton and dallas. these poor little towns didn't know what they had comin. And for the record...yes, that is my foot. and yes, i am trying to force her to eat it.





So...everybody who loves my fly cowgirl hat say "I do"..(my voice in background - I do!). Hey girls i can so see me rockin this hat at Red River. bahahaha

Why yes i do think Rhianna made a mistake on her song. it should have never been Disturbia. it really should have be "stir me up" and i secretly sing those words when the song comes on...and i do this dance too!